Life of Pumpkin ☆ﾐ(o*･ω･)ﾉ: CN Blue concert. The Concert. That freaking awesome 2 hours.

So hey. o/

I`m over one of the best days of my life. It`s 1:17 am, I`m sitting here, deadly tired and thinking about a way to properly write down my feelings. I didn`t want to wait with this, because the experience is fresh, I must write down everything I remember.

It was a CN Blue concert today. That concert what I`v been waiting for 2 months almost.

I can`t honestly say it was a perfect day for a concert. Like, okay not exactly for the concert but the outside waiting part of it. Because It was snowing, pretty hard and it was cold, pretty much... I had no clue when should I leave, how many of the fans are there already. So I left after 2 pm, the concert started at 8. I got there after 3 and there already was a long line. I didn`t know what should I expect, I haven`t the slightest idea of how many Boice are there, or came there. Oh, I haven`t mentioned that they let us in only at 7. I met a few girl who were at the end of the line. And you know, I`ve never met fans before, I mean, those kind of fans, who are not my friends and we love the same group and they all came from different countries. They all were really friendly. We just met and there were no outcasting and such things. It was like the 4 hours (!) we waited outside just flied away. Of course I`m not saying that we fully enjoyed that time. Because after 1 hour I felt I can`t move my toes. Like, I was quite sure it`s frozen. Everybody was so cold, we`re shaking and barely could talk because our lips were frozen too. One of the girls, she was a 40 years old Korean woman - I swear she didn`t look more than 25 - bought a mini speaker, and put his Iphone on it and played music. So we was like... so freaking excited but frozen at the same time, so we started jumping to warm up our bodies. But it was quite fun to do it together while listening to music. Of course it was CN Blue. :) We started singing and everything. Okay, I`m quite shy, so I just dropped a line of the chorus time to time, but it still was fun. My mom got there by 6, because she was working and she brought me an other pair of shoes and socks, so I could finally change it in a restaurant`s restroom. It was quite like a surviving show, because that weather was really hard to endure through hours. And then we heard that somebody came at 9 am. So our 4 hours waiting was nothing, right?

At 7 the doors finally got opened, and we started screaming, and it wasn`t even the concert yet. >.< Mom
bought two penlights, and it`s the first penlight of my life, I swear I`ll keep it forever. ♥
We came in one of the girls, the others got disappeared somehow. We got in the venue, and no matter how much I tried to get forward, right to the stage, the fans were standing there like a wall and I`m... well I`m not that aggressive and brave to get myself beaten up by them right before a CN Blue concert. :) So we get to the closest spot possible. It was like 4-5 meters away from the stage, it was a quite good place.
The waiting part of it is not really exciting since the concert started at 8, I mean it was supposed to start then, but they were late. Not too much before 8, they put a video on the screen about the first CN Blue school in Africa. The topic was serious - CN Blue created a school in Africa where the children got food who are suffering from hunger -, but every time one of the members was shown on the screen, everybody started screaming. It was nice to see how they really love them and wait for them. After the video, they still didn`t come out. It was because of the weather and a lot of fans still were outside so they delayed the starting. Okay, we can understand that, but they shouldn`t have stop the music and put some meaningless commercial because every time they did, we started to scream because we thought the concert is starting...

But then. With a 20 minutes late, they were there. Okay, I`m trying to express my feelings I felt then. So they came up to the stage. Since we were standing on the right, Jonghyun was on my side. Yes on my side, okay? I`m saying it this way because it feels so special. :3 So. They came in, and I was like.... let`s scream our throat til it dies. No I mean it wasn`t that crazy fan screaming, it was because I couldn`t control my feelings. It wasn`t only just because everybody was screaming. It was so, so strange to see them in live. Jung Yong Hwa, Lee Jong Hyun, Lee Jung Shin and Kang Min Hyuk were right before my eyes. It`s a feeling you can`t really describe with words. That special feeling when you realize they actually exist, they don`t only exist in our laptops, DVD-s and everything. They were there, and I could fly of happiness. From here I`m not sure I can write everything in order. I don`t even remember what song they started with.

I`m not sure what Jung Yonghwa is thinking he is. He is so freaking cool. Okay I know, I should be aware of it already, but listen. My bias is Jonghyun but Yonghwa was so eye catching I couldn`t stop staring him with his freaking coolness and everything. I don`t know what I was thinking he will be, but he was exactly that crazy, insane, 'let`s scream like an idiot while dancing like an idiot' man whom we can see during the Asian
concerts and lives. For some reason I thought they will be something else, because they came in the USA, they held a concert at a place they`ve never been before. I thought maybe they will be like... shy or moderate. Hell no! I swear Yonghwa looks so dangerously cool in the real life. Jonghyun looks so incredibly manly in real life, Jungshin... well, Jungshin was too far from me, but he is like... I just recognized his Jungshin-ish way of playing on the guitar, his way of standing, it was amazing to see it in real life, because these tiny things are the most important to me.

>.< 'He is really Jungshin', something like that. And Minhyun. Our dear drummer of course was at the back but I always tried to catch a glance of him, especially at the end of the songs, when the other members turned towards him and then he showed us his amazing and amazing drumming skills. I always enjoy watching the drummers - Minhwan and Minhyuk - because they give me bounce like they give to the songs.

One of my favorite part was the Feeling part what Yongwa sang while playing on the keyboard. Since we were close to the instruments and speakers, the music always was much louder than their singing. But during this song, Yonghwa`s voice was so beautiful. I`m putting here a video of it, it`s not from the NY concert tho, but it`s the same.

It`s something incredible being able to hear this voice in a real live. ♥

When he started the song, somebody screamed 'Yonghwa you`re so sexy!' in the silence, and he couldn`t hide his shy smile. :3

The parts what made me crazy were the ones when Yonghwa and Jonghyun came closer to our section, I mean to the right side, and then they were like 3 meters away. I could die of happiness, they are all beautiful creatures. ;_;

Their English is also a different story. They did speak in English and it was incredibly adorable, but sometimes we couldn`t understand what they want to say. >< Yonghwa was like 'my English is so awkward so I`m doing some strange hand-effect to look cool'. He was talking in English while moving his hands like a rapper. Me and mom were literally roflmao-ing. xdd He is a big man indeed. :) They tried their best to speak in English, they were all lovable and gaaah let me just hug Kang Minhyuk please. ♥ I couldn`t see him that well but he was adorable, trust me. :)

So they gave us proper amount of fanservice, of course, in CN Blue style. :3 Yonghwa... ah, let me talk about him a little bit more, okay? Before 'Love' he started to fire up the mood.

YH: Say Love Love Love!

Fans: Love Love Love!

YH: Say Clap Clap Clap!

Fans: Clap Clap Clap!

YH: Say Love Love Love Love!

Fans: Love Love Love Love!

YH: Say... *starts beatboxing* *holds the microphone towards us*

Fans: *laugh as hell*

YH: Say... *starts beatboxing even harder*

Fans: *laugh again*

And he gave us the 'that`s not good like that' look and wagged his head. Okay, Yonghwa, next time please

tell us to learn some beatbox. And I`ve never thought his beatboxing is this good! He really amazed me!

Not to mention how he danced. I can`t say else than he was exactly like Hongki. And his screaming... I`m not sure if our voices or his voice was more forced. >.<

The songs they singed and what I can remember of are: Love Light, Love, I`m sorry (♥), Coffee Shop, Naran Namja, Where you are, Ready N Go, One time, Try again Smile again, I`m a Loner, Intuition, Y, Why..., In my head, Have a good night, Wake up, Feeling and much more but I really can`t recall all of them *almost sleeping.*

So in short these was the concert. I have a lot of feelings. It`s a special thing to personally attend a concert and not just to watch it on the computer. Because then you`re really a part of it. It was my first time of my life I could sing along with them for real. When they stopped singing and held the mic towards us, I gave my best to sing. When they asked 'Are you guys having fun?', I gave my best to shout. And it was us who made them smile. I saw how happy Yonghwa is, he smiled like somebody who can`t believe that they are loved so much here too. The theater was full. I couldn`t believe it. And amongst the fans there were barely Korean. It`s something amazing, because here, people don`t really care about other culture`s music and stuffs. Ah, and the confetti! I love confetti, I love the confetti parts of the concerts! It`s really effective and does fire up the mood. And my life`s first encore. Although they made us wait a little bit, the gave an encore, because I was
shouting so loud. :3

I seriously can`t say anything more, now I don`t care about the cold or the snow tho the weather was severe cold. Now I really know what kind of feeling it is, at the end of the concert they said thanks a lot of times, and I was thinking 'why are they the ones who are saying thanks, it should be us'. Now it feels like it never happened and those 2 hours - 2 and a half maybe - flied away in a second.

So Thank you CN Blue and all Boices for this amazing day. Just... thank you, really ♥♥

Oh, I made two videos but they have horrible sounds, so I only put up one of them. I love how clear was Jonghyun`s voice. Yes, my bias is still him. >.<